Eclipse revelations
Last month I started -holding my breath- thinking about moving to Cal-
ifornia.
Exhale.
I’ve been holding that in, trying to stall this new chapter that is calling me.
But since this week, in the energy of the eclipse, big changes are really happening here. Maybe they’re happening with you, too? I friend said she’s in a ‘full blown identity crisis’ and I felt excited for her. Questioning, “what am I doing here?” can often be a portal into a new chapter of life. Sometimes, the Universe is transferring you to a new outpost, which seems to be what is happening to me.
It started at dinner with artist friends in LA. There was a fascinating discussion around the (conspiracy?) that if you don’t have a birth certificate you are not part of the corporation that is this country. While the theory itself didn’t seem real to me, the exploration of it gave me a full body yesss. I missed this LA freak energy. Jessica mentioned a sublet in Echo Park and “Me!” just came out, with a spark.
Plus, Ari’s there and we would be 2,000 miles closer to each other.
Since then it has felt like an undertow is pulling me back to California. Things keep aligning — a friend who was looking for a rental upstate is going to be in my cabin for the year. I am amazed to feel the influence of a tide beyond my own will - destiny? I hadn’t felt it in a sec, but I guess it can always come back in...
I have been dragging my feet about making the decision, and writing this email has been clarifying. I am scared and sad to leave Upstate, even if only temporarily. It is such a heavenly place, and I know so many wonderful and unique people here. But the issue is: I have gotten too comfortable here. It is almost too quiet.
I have known for a while that my next step is to find the same sense of ‘home’ and centeredness I feel in the cabin within my own self, within my body, and not have to rely on my house to do it for me.
How did the last month of eclipses influence your life? What is being asked of you to trust, integrate, or evolve?
Upstate friends, I am here for the rest of the month for sessions at my home, workouts, & tea dates. (And, I might need to couch surf if I miss Upstate, afterall.)
In the transition energies I didn’t get to market my 10 of cups group much. I decided to pivot and open up registration again to give folks a bit more time to sign up.
In these big shifting times, I am enjoying this group as a weekly place to slow down, check in, and not have to hold it all alone.
We pull a card and discuss how it is relating to our lives. It is a combination magical, while also cultivating grounded, somatic body awareness. One of the things I have been learning from the group is that emotional fulfillment comes through feeling and integrating all the things that come up in life, with others.
If you want to cultivate somatic body awareness, integrate your head with your heart, and support each other’s paths., join us in creating this spiritual community online:
UPSTATE
Spring Equinox Ambient Music Event
I am excited to lead the opening meditation at Bryan Kaay’s GOING IN event.
Tickets on RA
Lots of Love <3 Luke








Venus Juice, the sequel 👼🏼
Thank you for sharing Luke! Selfishly, I would love to see you here in Cali- it’s been the biggest transition of my life and can relate to a lot of what you wrote <3